Hadn’t thought that you would actually be deleting and blocking me as a contact. Didn’t know that having me as a contact also was not acceptable to you anymore.
I wanted to do the video call for work and what i got to hear was “i am with Deepa ” . While you were here you used to take calls from people even when you wud be with me . But I was told this. Those words pierced my heart . I went numb.
I told you what i was going through physically and you said “stop this nonsense”. No empathy for me. But to someone else you are providing so much hope and support over a lost job that she sends you a heart.
You went to help and assist someone who did me so much harm without once thinking how i would feel about it.
You were giving so much time to Deepa and her people discussing the same thing over and over again but when i questioned you abt something multiple times you lost your cool saying you have sent me the details, what more can you do.
You deleted my msgs without reading them. This is my value, my worth. I have been distancing myself emotionally over this past year in fear that you will stop talking to me if i complain or say anything so better that i reduce my emotional attachment with you.
Repeatedly you have shut me out whenever we had an argument or some disapproval when i have told you each time that this is no solution . Communication, talking things out , reassurance by staying in touch is the only solution if you truly feel for one another and if the other person is important to you.
I have begged for communication not only earlier but this time also . But it didn’t matter to you.
And this time around you have blocked and deleted me only.
So easily. It was all so easy for you.
…… to be continued….
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